Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Not really addicted to this but I find it quite forgiving, just like God. I pray a whole lot and find myself just talking, I think of God as my listener (which he does), but seeing things in writing and being able to just write or type whatever you feel, gives me a sense of unloading things. I've been struggling for a while now on issues in my life; My marriage, my education, things that can really deter your faith. But the one thing that I always turn to is God. As I think back over my life and things that I have done, He has always been there. No matter how far I tried to get away from Him. So why fight or turn from something that is so important and has been so consistent in this messed up world. I feel peace and happiness, I can find the hope in hopeless situations. I laugh at the devil when he throws the walls in my face. No matter what the devil or this world throws at me, tells me, or gives me I will turn to my God. I sometimes wonder if the devil realizes that God's children become stronger in Faith with what he deals out. When God gets me through things I just want to laugh and say "HAHAHA, what now devil, you're beneath me, you are nothing! LOL, saying that just builds my foundation in Christ!